Following the death of my father in September 2022, I had a nervous breakdown (I have to say the Covid-19 period had already thoroughly shaken my foundations: the hypocrisy of the central body regarding injections, the lack of neutrality, etc.).
I used to be an elder and pioneer in a foreign-language congregation. When I came back from the funeral, the coordinator came over to me alone and gave me an elbow bump (great when you're in mourning). I must admit that the "shepherding visit" (of encouragement for the uninitiated) he gave me wasn't too terrible (though I was still puzzled when he told me he didn't cry when his younger brother died as a young boy, because his own father told him you mustn't talk about it). Figuring I wasn't attached to my father (in fact, quite the opposite), he assumed I'd get back in the saddle quickly. Not at all—I had to take a two-month sick leave (I've been working from home ever since), and I attended meetings via video with my camera turned off (no one protects you in circumstances like that; on top of being devastated, you have to guard against anything that could make things worse). I stopped having speaking parts. The meager, half-hearted, artificial, and prefab attempts by my fellow believers to come to my "aid," I always turned down. That's when I began to realize I was flying under the radar. That I was no longer "in vogue," and people started ignoring me little by little because I wasn't straining myself like the others. I wasn't showing enough good will. Through the silence, I understood I was quite simply being punished. Oh come on, you're feeling sorry for yourself, pull yourself together, give yourself a kick in the backside! A word from that coordinator's wife on a cheesy encouragement card: "Can't wait to see you back at the Kingdom Hall. Thinking of you!" A telegram. And good grief, I still kept handling secretarial duties for two years! When it became a group, I was automatically dropped without warning, without a thank you for single-handedly holding things down. And like a total fool, I kept attending meetings and handing in my proselytizing report. Not a single person acknowledged your exceptional perseverance when it went completely against what you needed! As Frédéric said in an interview on this very channel, it's friendship, it's emotional connection that you are cruelly lacking. You open your eyes to the harsh reality: the majority of people are disconnected from their emotions, from their inner vitality. The people of love... What a farce. No one knows how to handle these issues. So I was a bother; I was an annoying grain of sand in the gears of that wonderful, flawless machine called the Watchtower. I wasn't allowed to be unwell; I was "in the truth"! Oh, please!
To sum it up: four years of wandering, of suffering, of realizing the dark side of things—that love is fake, volatile, conditional—during which I became completely invisible. It's only for the past year or so that Pandora's box has been opened (the Australian Royal Commission, false dates, Freemasonry, the Mexico-Malawi scandal, the falseness and inaccuracy of references in the publications...).
When our rabbit died on July 31, 2026, that was the point of no return (laugh if you want, he kept me afloat during this period :-)). I wanted to commit suicide. I stopped attending meetings and made myself inactive. Every week, I see a therapist who was once indoctrinated in Judaism, so she understands me well. A few weeks ago, I announced to my PIMI wife that eventually I won't be a JW anymore. It's a total mess right now because of that. Still, I made it very clear to her that it's because of their intransigent stubbornness that I ended up here—they manufactured the problem! I even had the audacity, when running into acquaintances from there, to ask them if hypothetically I ever submitted my dissociation letter, would they stay in contact with me. Even though I couldn't care less, I actually got some "yeses." Yesterday, I ran into the body coordinator (a different one from the beginning of my story) by chance and told him a few home truths—it felt great to blow off steam.
I've joined a club, I'm making friends outside, and it gives me hope. All of this achieved through sheer willpower—man, does it hurt when you confront your fears! But you feel so much better, you free up your time, and no more Saturday mornings held hostage being thoroughly bored out of your mind.
I'm looking for the right timing to send my data privacy letter. The funniest part is that I also work for a Witness; I've really stepped deep into the mud :-P (the coordinator I just mentioned is the accountant).
As for my beliefs, I'm right in the middle of a revolution, a bit like Ghislain, Naty, and Yann Bertha.
It's me, pimo.am@sfr.fr, writing to you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone who sent me a message, and apologies to those I haven't replied to yet.
To be continued...

I am 43 years old. I live A.M. (France).

In the last few years many things have happened, not least the blood guilt of pushing people into taking a deadly vaccine. However, there is more than just this sin which should wake us up.

KORAH, DATHAN & ABIRAM

If we look at the account in Numbers 16, we read about a rebellion of Korah, Dathan and Abiram who went against Moses. We also read of the consequences that followed. We are told that this applies to people today if they go against the established order of things. Who were the main characters in this episode?

1. YAHWEH the Almighty, the creator of the universe
2. MOSES was the divinely appointed leader of the people at the time.
3. KORAH DATHAN & ABIRAM wanted to supplant Moses and usurp his power.
4. FOLLOWERS OF KORAH DATHAN & ABIRAM these people stood against God’s anointed representative and sided with the rebels.

So, who does each person in this sad tale represent today?
1. Yahweh, doesn’t change, he is still all he was: the greatest being, the Creator, the Almighty.
2. Moses is now represented by the Greater Moses who is Jesus. (Hebrews 3:1-6).
3. Korah, Dathan and Abiram these rebels are now represented by those who wish to usurp Jesus’ divinely given authority.
4. Followers of Korah, Dathan and Abiram these are the people who support those who wish to usurp Jesus’ authority.

How do we know that we are to expect a group of people to try to usurp Jesus’ position?
(Matthew 24:4,5) Jesus answered, “Be careful that no one misleads you (deceiving you and leading you into error). For many will come in My name (misusing it, and appropriating the strength of the name which belongs to Me), saying, ‘I am the Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed),’ and they will mislead many.”
(2 Thessalonians 2:3,4) Don’t let anyone deceive you in any way, for that day will not come until the rebellion occurs and the man of lawlessness is revealed, the man doomed to destruction. He will brag and oppose everything holy or sacred. He will even sit in God's temple and claim to be God.

So, then unanointed people will claim to be anointed, chosen by God. The Bible accounts of anointing are all public, and where the Holy Spirit is involved, the individuals received gifts. We can see this clearly in the New Testament. Nowhere in the Bible is there an account of a private anointing. So, then a person claiming to be privately anointed who has no gifts of the Spirit is a false claimant, a person who is specifically warned against by Jesus.

Are we seeing this prophecy being fulfilled today? The Pope and the Arch Bishops claim to be anointed, the JW GB claim to be anointed. Are they in fact anointed by Holy Spirit? Do they have any Gifts of the Spirit such as were seen in the people of the Upper Room in Acts? Yes, we are told that the gifts will die out, and they did. As the first-century anointed people died, their gifts died with them. No more have been anointed since, when more anointing occurs, we will know as they will have gifts of the spirit.

I am hearing reports of elders who view the words of the GB as higher than the words of the Bible. Surely though the Bible is where we find the words of God and Jesus? We know that the Pope is viewed as infallible and his followers view him as sacred, is this the way the GB are now viewed? I had an elder tell me that the Greater Moses is the GB! I’m also hearing of an elder becoming violent when confronted with the thought that the GB are not who they claim to be. A different elder yelled at me for asking questions, and saying that Jesus is higher than the GB.
So, my question then is are the rebels who tried to usurp Moses’ authority now represented by those who claim to be anointed with no proof? Jesus words at Matthew 7:15,16 are very telling here. “Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. By their fruit you will recognise them. Do people pick grapes from thorn bushes, or figs from thistles?”

Who are the people that have allowed scandal and covered up sin and evil in their ranks which contaminates the worship of the Almighty?

The final group is composed of those who follow the rebels. If we look at the punishment that befell those who followed Korah, Dathan and Abiram, it seems that choosing to follow the rebels doesn’t bring rewards. Is this where Revelation 18:4 comes in? “Then I heard another voice calling from heaven, “Come away from her, my people. Do not take part in her sins, or you will be punished with her.”

Really then, once we see that the group we associate with is going against God and demanding worship we need to leave the group.

I live (UK).

Dear Friends, I am hoping to share Comfort and Hope.
We all have suffered greatly at the hands of The Evil Slave Class. These last past long 6 years, have been Eye opening for sure.
I have uncovered through my own deep studies, with lots of Prayers, Lots of Truths, and Lots of Lies we were taught.
These are just a few that are the most important.
When did Satan sit down on Jehovah's Throne on the Earth? All of the terms in Daniel apply to Satan.
He is The King of The North. I compare many different Bibles.
Matthew 24:15 "You will see The Awful Horror, of which the prophet Daniel spoke. It Will be standing in The Holy Place." Daniel 8:25 & 26, 9:27, 11:31, 12:11 are proof. Also 2 Thessalonians 2:3-5.

In Daniel 7:11-14 It talks of our Daily Sacrifices ending, using 1,150 Days.


Samuel Herd gave the talk at the 2023 Annual Meeting. And then our Sacrifices didn't exist.
We have no idea however, of when the actual date was The Evil Slave Class decided that.

That brings us up to why 2026 Could be very important. What events will happen soon?
Ethanim 1st is September 11th. Look up why Ethanim (Tishrei) is so important to Jehovah.
More important is September 20th, This year will be The 70th Jubilee Celebration on Earth.
A New Beginning!

The other Very exciting thing I learned, was We Are The Chosen, We Are Isreal.
Go to Matthew 24:31 You can compare this verse with others, Revelation. When Jesus comes, his
Angels and The Annointed are with him! The first act they do is Gather all of Jehovah's People. Please keep in mind when you read these verses, they can only apply to our day. Because, at that time The Chosen, Isreal were not scattered over all the Earth.
Here is the proof,
You will find great encouragement in these verses, Jeremiah 3:17, Ezekiel 37:12, 21, 24, Isaiah 11:12, 43, 60. Psalms 14:7, Amos 9:14& 15, Hosea 6:11, Jeremiah 30:3, Ezekiel 39:25.

The Battle of Armageddon, will begin in Isreal, the verses are clear. Also interesting is When Gog of Magic comes up against Jehovah's people, dwelling in Security, Mediggo is not far from Pella.

Another Harsh Reality and Truth was The Story of The Prodigal Son. Please read it slowly, this is how Jehovah wants us to treat others who sin, not shun them and break up families for years.

I Found a great Pinterest member with lots of information about what we all endured.
Pinterest Susan Rachel Miles McMahan.
I Truly Hope Someone will get comfort from these verses, and especially Hope for the Future.

Hope to see you where we are gathered, Pella?




I am 60 years old. I live Colorado Springs (United States).

From the very beginning, all the red flags were there! We were being openly mocked with ridiculous and contradictory measures, lies about vaccine efficacy (e.g., "All vaccinated, all protected"), and social engineering designed to manipulate the masses. The Milgram experiment played out to the letter: 80% obeyed, belittled, and demeaned the unvaccinated—even showing signs of Stockholm syndrome by defending these corrupt governments despite severe side effects!

But seeing the organization—which claims to be guided by Jehovah and compares itself to prophets (who never made a single mistake in their prophecies)—fail so completely was a source of torment and dozens of sleepless nights.
Working in the medical field and serving as an elder, I felt constant pressure at work, at the Kingdom Hall, and within my family; I thought I was going insane. I managed to protect my family from this injection—it was my duty as a family head. Having identified a dangerous source (these fake vaccines), my conscience compelled me to disobey both the governments and the GB, and to protect my family instead.
As an elder, I never spoke about these injections, either positively or negatively, even though the Governing Body wanted us to practically become sales reps for Pfizer or Moderna—those greedy, corrupt, and repeatedly convicted pharmaceutical companies.

Since then, I’ve been observing and waiting to see if the Governing Body will issue a mea culpa or provide instructions to support our fellow believers who suffered side effects and are left confused. Inevitably, the zeal, drive, faith, and joy are no longer there. Everyone is in denial, keeping a wall of silence, even though several brothers and sisters have suffered and are still suffering from severe, disabling side effects.

I don’t know what to do, especially after watching the July 2026 broadcast where the organization doubled down, claiming we owe them blind obedience—just like the Israelites owed Moses! (But how many times did Moses make a mistake? How many times did he lead the people into dead ends or traps, telling them "Jehovah was wrong"? NEVER. Furthermore, Moses was clearly chosen by God, which was evident time and again given his extraordinary relationship with Jehovah and the miracles God performed through him.)

Have I been wrong all these years? So, I started digging: the LUCAS1710 book, the book Crisis of Conscience, research into the fall of Jerusalem in 607 BCE (the foundation for arriving at 1914)... I am filled with doubts.

As a result, I'm still not sleeping much better...

I am 50 years old. I live Carcassonne (FRANCE).

We saw the GB go directly against the standards of God, they were happy to profit from abortion in that the vaccines could not have been made without the cells from an aborted foetus. The GB were not in ignorance of this fact. They were also aware that the so-called vaccines did not prevent the recipient from catching Covid. Then as so many people died and were injured, they became aware of all the horrendous side effects of this population reduction programme. Watching this situation and being hurt by it should wake us up.

We now have to question a lot of what we were taught. They claim to have been guided by Jesus and by Holy Spirit in all they do. What then, does the Holy Spirit guide the faithful into error? No, it does not! So, we need to ask ourselves why we were following them? It seems that we were taught to follow them because they claim to be anointed.

Moses was anointed and he could perform miracles, so could those in the upper room, so could Jesus. David was anointed with oil and he prophesied. We should check back over the anointed people in the Bible. Anointing was public and came with gifts of from the Spirit, I do not find any evidence of a secret anointing. Were we, in fact, following people that Jesus warned us about?

“For many will come in My name , saying, ‘I am the Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed),’ and they will mislead many.” (Matthew 24:5 AMP).

We need to pray hard for clear instruction and unadulterated truth. This world is suffused with lies, it is very hard to see through them, it is not possible for us to find our way without guidance. “Keep alert at all times , praying that you may have the strength and ability to escape all these things that are going to take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man .” (Luke 21:36).

It feels as if the time is coming closer, may your sincere prayers be blessed.

I live (Wales).

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